Brain crash

I ... this week ... yesterday ... ergh dunno how to say this... actually it's not about me but a fact, something that crashed my brain, mind, heart, whatever inside. I don't think I should continue. I thank God that I am who I am now. I will wait, as long as Father God wants me to wait. and about that, I have no idea!!

Smallville's Bulletproof

Erm, not really my favorite episode but when I saw the guest name: David Paetkau ... oops... he's the Sam in Flashpoint, and I guessed that he could be the sniper too ... but aaah no wonder .. both Smallville and Flashpoint are shooted di Canada right ... exactly!! they would use actors nearby .... now what if AJJ becomes guest star in SV and vice versa?? that would be great wouldn't it ??

Hmm... today, start working again. Gong xi fa cai!!

Countries

I've been thinking of some countries I wanted to live outside Indonesia. Hmm... it's hard, why? coz I'm not choosing tour or holiday destinations here ... I'm choosing a place where I am accepted as a total foreigner.

I looked Singapore, Hongkong, Germany, Canada ... none aren't good enough except, US.
I don't know.... i'm stuck for now..

Flashpoint

This week is great! I finally watched 9 episodes from Flashpoint season 1 plus 2 episodes from season 2. I just love to see AJJ (Amy Jo Johnson) again coz it's quite a long way for me to find her here from Jakarta.

Told you I downloaded MMPR the movie last month, and it brought back so many childhood memories in my "hard disk" including the story between Tommy Oilver and Kimberly Hart. From that point, I went out some research about them and few other power ranger casts. And hey this time is different coz now i'm 22 years old ... I'm not dreaming of becoming pink ranger and saved by a prince on white horse or even white tiger anymore ^^ instead, I'm chasing AJJ's newest TV series: Flashpoint.

I asked from some sellers in the forum, and no one owned it but luckily there's one guy wanted to help me download, and yes, thanks to him it's done. Possible cause is because this series is originally produced by Canadian TV (CTV)

Now, here they are in the photo below.


From left to right: Juliana "Jules" Callaghan, Ed Lane, Gregory "Greg" Parker, Sam Braddock (plus other four not in the photo: Mike "Spike" Scarlatti, Lou "Lewis" Young, Roland "Rolie" Cray, Kevin "Wordy: Wordsworth.)

AJ is the only female there, and that's why I like her!

If you start from very first episode, well it's actually not a very glamour or cool episode for a premiere in my opinion ... it's a fact that many times, a hero is not really hero for himself. This series is just different than any other police movies i watched. It gives us an insider view that they're human too.. and they feel sorry, regret, mad, confuse or whatever lethal action they performed especially when there's victim. Also, I find that it's a simple reason that made a person gone crazy! like, money, family, etc.

Another thing I learn is of course the language they speak. See this is what I like most of watching western series, they give me a lot of input on slang. Just in case, someday dreams come true, I'd go to US and meet the people I've always wanted to meet, I hope I'd fit with the situation ^^.

Up to now, my favorite episode is Attention Shoppers where Jules tried to save a teenage girl from jumping suicide ... her decision to join her on the edge and the negotiation was very good and persuasive, and I'm impressed too!!

I hope someday, there'll be .. you know .. more difficult cases, bigger problem for SRU to handle. I also expect a special episodes where we'll know the history of each personnel may be ..

And before I end this, if you're also fan of AJJ, well .. make sure you read some of her bio from Wikipedia, and thank goodness she's got her own dot com home as official website http://www.amyjojohnson.com/ and if you want to listen to her music, visit her MySpace page http://www.myspace.com/amyjojohnsonmusic

I joined MySpace only to has her in my friend. Hope my friend request is confirmed soon. What an unimportant, distance fan from Jakarta huh ^^

Monday will the holiday of Lunar Chinese New Year. And oh, I still have Desperate Housewives season 5 ep 13 and Smallville ep 12: Bulletproof to watch after this.

Have a nice weekend everyone!

Red Cliff 2

Have you ever played Dynasty Warrior game? well as a girl I'd say that's a very ridiculous game. Why? because when I see my bro or cousins playing it, I only see violence, hard fighting, battles, wars, and people just beat other people. And when I tried it myself, my thumbs were tired of pressing those buttons.

I heard DW has stories behind called Romance of Three Kingdoms. And I never really had idea of the stories behind until I watched Red Cliff and just tonight Red Cliff 2.

Other than the actors are Tony Leung and the handsome Takeshi Kaneshiro, may be I wouldn't consider watching them. But hmm ... well tonight I admit that it is both a good story and good actors!!

Last time I watched Takeshi on House of Flying Daggers. never really liked him but I think he's a gorgeous man... i think... and he's still single!! ^^ oh it's night may be I'm dreaming already..

well ... after all, I highly recommend this movie because you'll learn a lot of tricks from it.

Have a nice weekend everybody!!

Truk nyebeliiin ...

Pagi ini tol janger muaceeet dari karang tengah!! gara-gara .. truk mogok di km 06.200 ... ck ck ck ampun deh kalo ada yg gitu aja lama banget ditanganinnya...akibatnya bener-bener merugikan banyak orang deh pokoknya.

Pihak pengelola jalan tol mestinya menggratiskan kalo terjadi situasi gitu. cepet ditanganin dan lebih lagi, kalo bisa truk itu ga boleh melintas di tol utk jam-jam ngantor.. huh!!

Hujaan

Jakarta mulai masuk musim ujan lagi nih.... seinget gua, udah 2 taon blakangan banjir terus mengancam Jakarta. Gimanaaa ini bang yos ??

Perbedaan waktu ato jet lag?

Gua ngga ngerti ada apa yah dengan kota Jakarta, spertinya waktu disini itu cepeeeet banget larinya.
Inget waktu-waktu di lampung tuh kalo tidur rasanya udah lamaaa banget sampe punggung pegel di kasur, tapi eeh masih jam 6 pagi. Udah kliling makan bubur, mi, bakso, ke candra, ke kantor pajak, baruu jam 2 ... ampe udah mati gaya

Laen kalo di Jakarta, rasanya tidur jam 10 aja baruu bentar udah jam stengah tujuh, radio Heartline lagi nyiarin happy bday.. and then ngantor, lunch, pulang udah teng go jam 5, jam 6an nyampe rumah. cek cek internet bentar, nah kan, skarang tiba2 udah stengah sepuluh....

and .. yeah hari ini masih selasa, bukan rabu. hampiir aja keliru ama hari FC .... biasanya hari rabu, biasanya g lupa itu hari rabu, baru hari kamis inget kalo eeh bukan rabu, hari FCnya dulu kamis. oh whatever, pokoknya gitu lah ...

what do you think huh ? pernah ngalamin yang sama?

Pondering life

There are many places where we can ponder how good life is, how beautiful nature is, and of course how great God is. But, I'd think few places we can use to really deeply ponder whether we are doing our life the right way or not, and they are jail and hospital.

Sick and "sick" people go to hospital and jail. Last time when my grandpa was in hospital, his room mate was and old man, 75th and got a lot of problems with his body. Diabetes, heart problem, high blood pressure, and same thing with my grandpa. One day when we were having guests during visit time, that man went to toilet and he fell ... and the nurses came to get him out of it ... what an accident he got.

The other side of hospital, there's a baby's aquarium. I saw new babies and they're just very cute and calm.

It's just more than hunch that I realize life begins with .. love and then miracle. Although may be not every life or baby starts with love between parent, but it is LOVE from GOD that makes miracle happens. Then what follows it ? I'd say freedom. We're given freedom to live our life.

Now I'm pondering life to myself. Am I doing my life the right way? Am I using my freedom wisely?
This week I've done some adventure which is not quite fun but they did teach me some lessons. Many times I feel clumsy ... many things I did wrong or just for fun.... oh Lord, help me on my weaknesses ...

Goodbye mightybrick...

Fiuh ... hari ini adlh akhir dari mightybrick.com .. gua blm mau perpanjang karna hmm ngga keurus dan belum serius mengembangkan personal website.
Untuk sementara blog ini yang paling sematawayang deh hehe soalnyaa gratis sih *thanks to Google* ...

Cheers

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Another adventure day

Woow ... what an adventure day ...
Hari ini pulang sama ko Atung & Budiono konvoi naik motor dari kantor ke RS Usada Insani.
Daripada lewat Daan Mogot, kita lewat Puri-Ciledug-Cipondoh. Pas sampe di deket IPEKA situ, ban motor ko atung kempes... so, nambel duluu ... sekitar 40 menit. Trus, jalan 15 menit, eeh kempes lagii ... pompa deh ... setelah jalan lagi 15 menit lah, kempes lagii !! so, diputuskan, ganti ban. itu di depan giant baru di tangerang. sekitar 20 menit. 20 menit kemudian, nyampe deh ... hehe

well, baru pertama kali siih pulang sama ko atung ... meski kempes,kempes,kempes tetep fun ...
thanks ko atung & budiono

hari ini operasi opa juga berjalan lancar. sekarang dia masih di ICU ...

Have a blessed day!!

A Changing Night

Last night was extraordinary!! Something happened and ... it renewed me.

I was told around 4pm that my grandpa who's in Usada Insani hospital might need blood for his operation today. He has erm what do I call batu di saluran kencing. So then I called some friends if anyone willing to blood donor. I was the first option cos I am O blood type and we needed 1 or 2 more people. Then I got one of my colleague Budiono and Tere's friend Handoko.

I arrived at home arround 7 and went to hospital afterward.. there I met another 2 boys who also wanted to blood donor for their friend who had accident, so we went together to PMI (Palang Merah Indonesia). PMI was quite silence but unfortunately, I couldn't donor because I eat cough medicines these days while if you want to donor, you must not drink nor eat any medicine for the last 3 days, must have enough sleep, and must be healthy enough. Those 2 boys were friendly so we got along together easily.... Jeffri and Niki. They are from GBI Duta Pertiwi somewhere in Dadap.

I had to find another person to replace me... and thank God, generous Handoko catched us up at Usada Insani.. it was 10pm already!! We never met each other, only because he is a friend of Tere in Fakultas Kedokteran UPH!! and .. he drove himself from Karawaci to hospital!! i was surprised for his kindness and to be honest ... i never meet someone as kind as him!

Eventually Handoko donored 250ml his blood ... although it was his very first time, well I guess he'd be okay coz he will be a doctor someday .... good doctor... great doctor ... and I'm sure he got his reward from Our Father. Even he still thought and asked whether I have another person stand by today and told us he arrived at home safely that late night.

While Handoko was channeling his blood, a group of teens about 8 people ... came to PMI. All of them from GBI Puri, and wanted to blood donor also for their friend. Ridiculously, most of them didn't know their blood type... so all of them one by one tested and only one has O blood type. But you know they were playful ... they cracking jokes each other and just .... funny!! ... one said "i think my blood type starts with AAA something" .. "my parents & bro & sis are O, so I definitely O" but the fact, he's A ... the one who's most talkative were astonished when shot with blood tester pen and then the others said "gigit sendal aja lu" ...

Oh yesterday was tiring ... but I did find a lot of generous, kind, charitable, and benefactor people! ... my heart, i just feel ... stronger ....

I suddenly remember my post about one of Shinichi's saying "I don't know why people kill but do we need reason to help?" I always believe what Bible says to love each other like you love yourself and also what good people think.

I was just thinking ... these few years behind, I had friends ... some friends that weakened the generous side of my heart ... because i felt i am being used to help only when needed while i am also not well-received ... I knew i shouldn't stop helping but those treatment just made me humanly weak coz i was doing it all alone and may be...never realized it. i quit that church and moved to gbi basilea.

slowly but surely ... everything turned out quite different. I got great mentor: Tere. I feel supported, received .... slowly relieved .... until last night, those people did something that makes a better me today.

Well what do you think friends? have you ever feel tired of helping? I hope what i'm sharing here is useful for you although, I know sometimes it's just hard without we experience it ourself aren't we ?

God loves you

Free Ride for 2009

Happy new year all!!!

Well this year I've got a lot to talk about but right now, I'm listening to an old song titled "Free Ride" ... I heard it first time from Mighty Morphin Power Rangers the Movie and since I was able to download it a few weeks ago, they bring back my childhood "hero" memory !!!

Look at the lyric:

The mountain is high
The valley is low
and you're confused on which way to go
so I've come here to give you a hand
and lead you into the promised land
so...
come on and take a free ride [free ride!]
come on and sit here by my side
come on and take a free ride
all over the country I've seen it the same
nobody's winning at this kind of game
we've got to do better it's time to begin
you know all the answers must come from within
so...
come on and take a free ride [free ride]
come on and sit here by my side
come on and take a free ride


Free ride is nice ... well there's word "promised land" there and it sounds special to me. why? it's like Jesus offers us FREE RIDE to the promised land and HE's there along the way with us yeaaah ^^

Today is my first day of work, and still I wanna say "everyday with Jesus is sweeter than yesterday" !!

Cheers